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About my awakening.
When I was young, about four of five years of age, I first saw African Americans. I mentioned to my father the funny looking mud people and stated that they really need a bath. I was unaware that their skin pigmentation was permanent, and my father quickly explained this too me.
My mother and father were your typical passive hippy parents of the 70’s. They told me about prejudice and racism and made sure I understood that these things were bad.
After my parents divorced when I was seven years old, I was moved out of the state of south Carolina and into Maryland. I was raised in a section 8 housing project from the age of seven to fourteen. Half the neighborhood was Black, the other half was White. I did not discriminate between who I attempted to make friends with.
I watched a lot of TV, especially shows like Good Times, Fat Albert, and What’s Happening. These Negro oriented shows were some of my favorite, right along with Heathcliff, He-Man, and The Facts Of Life.
As the years passed I became aware that the Black people in my neighborhood were almost always bullies, had little respect for White people, never really accepted me as one of them, and typically engaged in illegal activities for fun. They were always spray painting walls, and throwing crab apples at passing cars, from behind a storage unit. Some times they’d get bold and throw rocks.
My two best Black friends, who I used to let into my house to play video games with, stole a wireless controller for my Nintendo. At the time, this thing was about fifty dollars. My grandparents who I lived with suspected my two Black friends of being the culprit. I said it couldn’t be them. They called the parents of all of my friends and asked to check their kids’ toys for this wireless controller. The parents had no problem checking their kids’ toys and making sure their boys hadn’t been going to peoples houses and stealing things. They were very understanding about it. Then when they contacted The Parents of my two Black friends (who were brothers), their mom was totally uncooperative. My grandparents called the cops on them. The police went to their house, and immediately found the wireless controller, and asked where they got it. Their answer was “we found it in the woods”. Because I did not have the serial number, there was nothing the cop could do.
My two Black friends stole from me, both of them stuck together on it, including their mother. This was a lesson to be learned. It seems as if only the Black family had the idea that they needed to all stick together, and helping their kids to break the law and stay out of trouble, was a lot more important to them than raising their kids to have respect for the law.
I never really put all that together back then.
Within the next year, it would become overly apparent that nearly all the fighting in the neighborhood was Black on White violence. We White kids would get out of school and go to the playground. We’d have innocent fun being kids. Then from across the street would come the Black kids, who would then take over the playground. They harass the White kids, verbally and physically until all the White kids just left. And the playground belonged to the Blacks. Some times we’d get to play on the play ground for a couple hours before the Blacks would come and take it over.
It became so predictable that when we seen the Black kids coming, we just got up and walked away before a confrontation would even begin. I distinctively remember one White girl saying “Oh crap, here comes the tribe. Well, I’ll see you guys later.” At the sight of the oncoming Blacks.
It was then that I was fully aware of the behavioral differences between Blacks and Whites. Blacks always traveled in large gangs, not much different than African tribes. Blacks would beat-up and aggressively harass the Whites. Blacks would always stick together and look out for one another when it came to a Black versus White issue. Blacks were the hunters, and Whites were the pray.
This didn’t just play out in my neighborhood, it also happened in the schools. The worse part about it happening in the schools is that the teachers never seemed to notice or do anything about it.
I recall an angry, mean and violent Black student in my homeroom in high school named Teon. Our desks were facing each other, right up against each other to be exact. He started picking on me verbally, I told him to shut up, and that he was stupid or something of the sort. In other words I verbally retaliated. At this moment he hops up out of his chair and flips his desk over, and then knocks mine over. I jump up startled at this explosion of violence. He starts yelling and cussing at me, and challenging me to a fight. The teacher, who saw the whole thing, told him in a firm voice that he needed to back off, pick his desk back up, and sit down.
If I, or any White student had done that in the middle of class, we would have gotten sent to the principals office and suspended, maybe even expelled. We had a zero tolerance policy in our school. We weren’t allowed to bring aerosol deodorant cans with us because we might try to use them as mace. So we had to use stick deodorant. That is the type of zero tolerance we had. Yet this zero tolerance seemed to be targeted towards Whites, and Blacks were nearly exempt from the rules.
Due to this racial favoritism the Blacks in the school were violent and pushed around the Whites. They would literally walk down the halls and randomly push down White kids, or slam them against the locker just for a laugh. And the White kids just took it.
I recall going home and seeing a commercial on TV that showed a group of skinheads with sticks chasing this homosexual down an alley, making derogatory statements about him being gay. They chase this gay kid until he runs into a gate. He starts to climb the gate, but the skinheads start grabbing at his feet. The faces of the angry White skinheads flashes to images of Rottweilers snapping their teeth at the camera. The images of the skinheads and the Rottweilers kept flashing back and forth until you got the point that they were one and the same. Then the commercial fades to Black and says “violence, it isn’t human.”
I seen that and thought to myself “if they’d shown a White kid running from a gang of Blacks, then said ‘violence, it isn’t human’ it would have been a lot more convincing.”
Every since I seen that commercial when I was about 15 or 16, I remained skeptical of the television’s public service announcements.
Dare I say that in a war zone where White people were the hunted, I became a racist.
I didn’t like Blacks, I didn’t want to be around them, I hated their music and was sick of stupid White kids telling me that I wasn’t in style because I didn’t listen to rap. And my rock and roll music sucked and the fact it wasn’t “popular” like rap, was the proof. I was a totally out of style person because I didn’t act, talk, and dress like a Negro.
In my final years of high school I had become aware of several important things:
1. Something isn’t popular because it’s good; it’s good because it’s popular.
2. Black people by their very nature lack intelligence, hate Whites, and are violent.
3. White people have no spine. White people are cowards who typically envy the Blacks.
Now it was my goal to find out why these things were the way they were.
By reading Mein Kampf, Jewish Supremacism by David Duke, listening to every one of Dr. William L. Pierce’s ADV broadcasts, studying psychology, and studying every so-called “banned literature”, I eventually found the answers to what I was looking for.
The answer to my first question “Why do people gravitate towards popular music, foods, clothes, and ideas?” The answer is “trend”. Trends are based on our herd instinct. The same herd instinct found in other animals that travel in packs, flocks, schools, etc. The media invents our trends.
The answer to my second question “why are Blacks resentful towards Whites, violent, and are stupid?” The answer is “genetics”. Due to their environment of easy living in a warm plentiful land, they have had less reason to evolve. It is a harsh environment that kills the weak and ensures that only the strong shall survive. Thousands of years of White people living in icy lands with hardly any resources has forced out the weak, leaving only the most intellectual, and social people. Morality was built on the idea that we are a people and need to stick together. Do not do anything bad to thy neighbor, because one day you’ll need his help. This over thousands of years has formed morality into our genes, kindness, sympathy, mercy, and intelligence. Short answer: Negros are less evolved than Whites.
The answer to my third question: “why are White people spineless cowards who allow others to walk all over them while idolizing the Negro culture?” The answer is because we have no sense of togetherness or identity. Every people need symbols, images, and a unique history to identify with. If you remove the “culture” from a “race” what you end up with is a race that has no identity. White people have no pride in being White because we are taught that it is evil.
Despite that lie, we are actually kinder, more forgiving and sympathetic than Blacks. The Blacks take advantage of this.
The Jew controlled media remind us every day in every way that White culture is boring, and doesn’t even “really” exist. They tell us that White pride is evil, and that White people have never done anything but harm the world. The Jew controlled media has created a powerful social pathology called “White guilt”. And so we White people stand down, we retreat. We have no identity, we exists as guilt stricken individualists who are taught that existing in any other way is wrong.
I don’t know why it took me so long to come to this rather simple conclusion. I suppose the reason is because I assumed that being called a “democracy” we were free and we the people made the decisions and set the trends. We the people were in control of our own destiny. But that isn’t true; not now or has it ever been true.
Today the media is our master. The media exists as the medium between government, the people, and the corporations. And thus who ever controls the media also controls the people, the government and the corporations. Jews control the media.
This is a fact that I only learned once I began studying the world of White power, White supremacy, White pride, White nationalism, and Nazism. What do all of these slightly different ideologies all have in common?
They are all in favor of the continued existence of White people, and lay blame to the Jews as being the biggest threat to their survival.
I’ve always wondered why White supremacist groups hated Jews so much. Jews were just White people with a different religion. I, being an atheist, had nothing against a people that didn’t believe in Jesus; in fact I had something in common with them. Who cares if these White people have a different religion, they’ve never done me any wrong.
In the world of White Nationalism, I learned that Jews are not a group of religious people; they are a blood race. DNA, Bloodline, Family Tree, Heritage, this is what makes a Jew a “Jew”. Their religious ideas have nothing to do with being a Jew. The Jews more than anyone know this. They see themselves as a blood race. A Race of people chosen by God to rule over all other races; a sacred master race. It is the very basis of Judaism, and the very basis of their existence.
Jews are the most racist people in the world, and probably always have been. They may have pale skin, but they know they are not like the White Gentile. The White Gentile is an animal, a human animal without a soul. Thou shall not kill a human: but non-Jews aren’t people. Get it?
These questions must come about:
1. Why are Jews such a threat, and why do they do what they do?
2. How did the Jews obtain their power?
To answer the first question- Jews are a threat because they have control of the media, and through the media they have control of the government, the schools, corporations, and the average Jane and Joe citizen. They use this power to implement destructive policies. Such policies include:
These messages are not always so direct. They are often subliminal, or more accurately stated: subtle.
To answer the next question: Jews acquired their power by working together as a united race. You can say it was their racism that made them strong. Jews, born in the Middle Eastern market place of multiculturalism, learned that unity made a people strong; individualism made them targets of the racially conscious. After thousands of years of conning and haggling their way through life as a racially unified people, they began to strengthen themselves by making it seem somehow evil and unnatural for others to have racial loyalty. Racism is their strength; but others being racist takes away their strength.
In a world of divided individualists, the racially united will be the most powerful and rule over the divided people.
Jews have relied on this tactic for so long I dare say it actually became a part of their natural born instincts.
Jews have always existed as a parasitic minority among a host population of Whites. They have always been racist and dedicated to the Jewish people; not to a nation or religion. All nations, ideologies, and religions, are individual tools for the Jews to use and corrupt. They have only a loyalty to their race.
They always gravitate towards the most productive and economic lands. They have used their uncanny ability to haggle and obtain money to place themselves and their kind into the seats of power.
People, of all races, have always been dictated by the preachers. It doesn’t matter whether these preachers are the government, philosophers, school teachers, or religious preachers. Mostly it has always been religious preachers that put ideas into peoples heads and create social patterns and thus “society”.
At the age of the printed press, the Jews immediately realized the potential for social manipulation via new media. Not only would Jewish students and Jewish professors preach genocidal ideas to students and school, but now they could preach and manipulate the masses with news papers. Then came radio, then came TV and every other form of communication and thus potential opinion manipulation.
Like a tick instinctively climbing the highest blade of grass to better jump aboard the nearest passerby mammal, the Jews climbed their way to the top of the media industry until the industry for the most part was under their control.
With everyone glued to the television like a drug, we receive an endless degree of destructive political and social ideas. We receive a distorted anti-White view of world events via Jew controlled news. We learn bad social ideas from our family sitcoms. We learn from our precious Televisions (our little think box) that Whites and Blacks should date one another, and how all the cool kids are against racism, and only the gap toothed illiterate fat slobs have racist beliefs. We learn that a Black man can’t walk to his White friend’s house in a White neighborhood without the White racist cops harassing him. We are slowly taught that Black people don’t commit crime; they just get arrested more due to police racism.
The news media goes on and on about some faggot that gets robbed, and tied to a fence. We hear about it over and over again until America is heart broken and demands justice in a “never again!” fashion. Mean while we hear nothing about the endless gay on straight crimes, such as the remarkably high amount of rape and molestation to little boys. The gay gang rapes etc.
We here about two White guys dragging a Negro down the road with their pickup truck. A horror that shocked the nation. It was rubbed in our face over and over again. And yet at the Same time this drama was going on, in the same county, two Blacks dragged a White guy down the road in the exact same style. Same town I mind you. And yet hardly a peep.
I have to be honest, I don’t remember whether it was two Blacks that dragged the White kid two weeks later, or whether it was a Black and an Indian. But it was certainly a non-White on White crime that mirrored the big national drama that the mainstream news media was going on and on about.
When a Black church is burned the media turns it into nationwide front page news. But then when it turns out that it wasn’t the result of racism as they first lead you to believe; but was instead the Black minister doing it for the insurance, the follow up story is buried somewhere in the back in brief words. So this leaves us with the impression that White racists did it.
You might be thinking right about now “but not every TV station is controlled by Jews. Not every board of directors is made up exclusively of Jews. Not every news paper, radio station, book publishing company is controlled by Jews. So how can Jews hold a media monopoly when they don’t control every single media publication?”
The answer to that should have been obvious from a statement I made a while ago. I said that the strength of the Jews was their racism. Being united by blood, and thus doing only what is for the greater good of the Jewish race, they will always dominate when in an environment of people with a loyalty only to themselves as individuals.
In a board meeting consisting of 12 members, only 5 of them are Jews, the other 7 will vote this way and that way with no unity. Half of the gentiles vote “no” the other half plus the additional 1 will vote “yes”, but the Jews will all vote the same way, and therefore even though they are the minority, they will still hold all the power by unity.
Even though there are some publications that have only a tiny amount of Jews, and thus those Jews cannot dictate the direction of the company, the company doesn’t care about right and wrong, they don’t care about true or false, they don’t care about the White race or America or anything other than expanding their wallet. They learn real quick what statements are good for business and what statements are bad for business. And when they stick their foot in their mouth, their Jewish advertisers threaten to pull out. Jewish organizations call them “anti-Semites” in the news. If the company hasn’t gotten the hint to retract their statement or decision by then, Jews will boycott the company, other companies controlled by Jews or who are wise to the fact Jews have power, will no longer associate with them. Uncle Sam will decide to vote against their tax break etc. This can burry a company pretty quick. So eventually the company learns, don’t piss off Jews. Don’t piss off any special interest groups, don’t say or do anything politically incorrect.
Political correctness is basically the Jewish rule. Instead of saying “careful not to say anything to upset the Jews.” We just say “careful not to be politically incorrect.”
One more quick note: I feel it is important to mention in more blunt terms that Jews have developed this racial togetherness while Aryans have not, is due to the Jews never having one nation of their own. They have spent thousands of years living all over the middle eastern and European world, not having any one nation to belong to. So they never developed patriotism; they simply developed racism. The Europeans were White people surrounded by an ocean of other White people. Thus the only loyalty they developed was patriotism; a loyalty to their nation. This is why racism (despite what the media proclaims) is the least strongest in White people, and the strongest in Jews, and is average among the non-Whites freshly plucked from tribal living.
Well, that’s my awakening and my beliefs and how I came to them.